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无尽头.

Last updated: Saturday, May 19, 2012; 8:23 PM

- 唯有部落格能让我遗留些心情.

近来好吗?
很好那就好

短短的三个星期，就像三个月一样过得特漫长。我问了问自己: "佳馨其实你想要的什么啊? " 或许我想要的都很简单吧。一个明确的回应; 一个不是借口的答案; 一个保留的友谊; 一个从内心的微笑; 一个就这么一个真的懂我思绪的人类... ...

我真的很努力很努力地隐藏，隐藏所有的思念; 所有的不舍; 所有的回忆; 所有的所有... ... 我想这全都失败了吧。如果我能回到过去并且还是那潇洒的黄佳馨，那该多好啊。我就不会与这一切纠缠不清，还是我心甘情愿地承受?

好想一个人旅行。到一个没人的草原，用力地呐喊，把所有的烦恼都往外抛。

你知道吗? 你知道为什么我毫无选择地站在原点吗?
因为这就是黄佳馨。没得到明确的回应就不会呼唤自己离开的人类，或许这就是我冒名的原则。因为我还是这么固执在一个你不会知道的念头。因为我再也学不会潇洒的技巧，我尝试了许多遍但却无法拿捏。因为我很想很想很想知道我的问号到底怎样才能得到最明确的回应。

你听见了吗?

你听见我的思绪在寻找着一个主人吗?

你听见我在想你吗... ...

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残酷.

Last updated: Thursday, May 17, 2012; 11:30 PM

心凉了吧

我黄佳馨终于流落到这如此堕落的地步

我想这就是累计的报应一部分吧
半年就这么不起眼的半年
我已承受了很多令我伤痕累累的惩罚
原以为被那残酷友情的配合后
我能好好地过生活过一些与他人一样平凡无奇的生活
但为什么为什么在我疗好伤后再狠狠地把我再刮了一刀
难道你就没看见我流血不止吗?
别说帮我扎伤口连冷看一眼也懒了吧

瞬间真的发现每天在伪装的自己累了
累得想离开这根本不属于谁的世界
只想到一个无人的荒地好好地享受一个人的世界
不须理会什么更不须把他人的眼光放在眼里
不须计较什么更不须跟自己那些回忆过不去
现在的我如果能在那儿该有多好 ... ...

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残酷的过渡期.

Last updated: Saturday, May 12, 2012; 5:09 PM

人走了留不下一路珍惜的身影但留下了许多细节的回忆
我并没有很想念
只是偶尔没事干的时候会翻阅一下名为《回忆》的相簿

眼泪不再是陪伴我渡过这过渡期的发泄品
不知是太累还是释怀了
微笑说着没事还装一副洒脱的模样
事后却拆穿自己并说别装了
这生活就像脸蛋被画着一个大大微笑的嘴唇的小丑
但心里却有着对职业上多少的不屑

就算心里有多么不甘心
但凭着自己单方面的勇敢结果还是一样
就算拥有了冒名的勇气
但没人类会稀罕并给予你最渴望的回应
就算舍弃了天真的想法
但还是得一个人面对那无比惨绝的事实

A-Lin - 等你

就像为我心情而写的歌曲 :')

燒掉了回憶從此你從記憶體刪去
謝謝你讓我懂得放棄學會了哭泣

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Miracles.

Last updated: Tuesday, May 01, 2012; 9:10 PM

These days, lots of feelings come to me. Some dreams come true in my life which I never ask them to. Yea. Im just the one who thought. I thought everything will be fine & back to me. But all of those just I thought.

People said time will get over all of the toughs. But I know that just only human's mind can do so. How if I can be the one who change someone's mind. But I know I have no chance ever. I choose to stay but so what? I just standing alone at the place.

People said maybe give up just only the way I have to go for. It may good way for us. Why just don't let me wait for miracles? I did believe since our story start & the moment when all of those promises made. Yea, Im just stubborn. Just because of those promises you gave me when I'm still losing my way.

People said you still have lots of chance over there. Yea, I knew that. But can you find a person who can know my mind and cheer me up no matter what for me? If you found, I quit all of these. I swear.

I dont know. I dont know what should I do for all of these. No one gave me a confirm answer. Everything is just mess up and confusing me. I just getting hate my life. Everytime, I just met the same story. People leave w/ stupid excuses and don't even look back what promises they made for me. Did you realize I care about? I did remember all of those promises although people said sometimes promises doesn't mean it when hurts created. So what, I just care about it. I just know that sorry doesn't mean everything for me. Because a sorry can't make things complete and create a ending for me. I dont know why this time I just cant act like a smart and give up. Thanks for those who help me lots & cheer me up :') ♥

Did you hear me?

I still waiting for miracles.

Sorry if it become a burden for you.

-Mr.Smile & I were far apart since the moment

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