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祝我生日快乐

Last updated: Sunday, January 22, 2012; 1:43 PM

今年的生日很特别，在家里和不会说话的电脑度过

唯一不美好的是控制不了的思绪

就这样，我2012年的生日就有了污点

或许这也是一个回忆吧

谢谢脸书朋友和好朋友们的祝福我都一一回复

至少有你们的陪伴我不会感到孤单

或许在不懂得领域

都会有着不同的想法

坦白不了的是个人最深处的秘密

我却一直等待着这份无私的坦白

放弃或珍惜

我已模糊了个别的意义

朋友的安慰我怎么也听不进

那些画面全在我脑海中转动和我说:"佳馨，哭吧！你会好很多的"

我怎么了看着日历却自问今天是我的生日吧 ?

悲伤会让人忘了自己的生日

遗憾的是不能亲手把礼物交给你

但祝你生日快乐朋友 (:

祝我生日快乐

谢谢家人16年的陪伴 (:

分割线

你看见我的思念吗?

还是你忽略了

因为你有了别的她?

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不完成的故事

Last updated: Saturday, January 21, 2012; 11:18 AM

朋友不是我害怕失去这段莫名其妙的东西

我只是在乎八年的友情能维持那么久不容易吧

当我决定把四年的它给放了

但你却忍心看着我学习什么是伤害

你清楚怎么写伤害吗?

你体会到眼泪能在一瞬间掉落的失落吗?
你懂什么叫等待却一场空吗?

朋友之间没什么叫补偿或亏欠，我懂什么叫珍惜或放弃

我掩饰不了我所发觉而产生的多疑

我更不想成为那些纠缠不清的怪物

我不在乎你脚下有几只优秀的船带你到不同的感情领域
我退出因为我想我还没资格参与 (:
沉默是我们给彼此的回应

我不相信什么是回头是岸

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-苑琴，你担心得对。或许你想象的真的实现了，还是没想象中的简单 (: 有什么想法你都能直接告诉我，给我有个预防。那该多好？别再沉默在你想得到的，勇敢地再尝试吧 !

-晓琪，谢谢你这几天来的倾诉与给我很多忠告，我铭记。但不会在这段莫名其妙的东西 (: 你加油吧 ! 你会找到一个幸福的 :D 新年后不同班了我会想你叻 :O

-慈恩，谢谢你一路来的陪伴。寻找另一个不同的领域会是你新的开始 :D ! 你加油吧 ! 我永远都是你的聆听者 (: 友情的问题能解决的, 别那么快就给她下一个残酷的结论。

-欣仪，我知道你很容易满足但却很容易受伤。加油加油加油 ! 没什么成不了，机会一直在你手中等你去尝试 :D !

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关于自行车的日记

Last updated: Tuesday, January 17, 2012; 10:28 PM

还没把疲倦的心情收拾好的我，在一个上班族放工了就在家里躲着的区域里踏着红白色自行车闲逛并哼着小曲子。傍晚宁静的夜色把我思绪强烈地带了出来。不甘心地踏着自行车往前方的路冲，累了就放慢速度边欣赏那只有路灯照着傍晚。一圈又一圈的，就是不想回到原点。只因一切又得重回到书堆里。用力地踏着，把心中的不屑与压力统统往后丢。

自行车就像我的生活一样，尽力地在课业上沾上略优的成绩；累时就把真实的自己带出来。在冲刺的过程中，总得为那唯一的凹凸而停顿下来。自行车成了我另个倾诉者，我把悲伤喜悦都与它分享了。虽然它不曾给我任何回应，但它总是让我有着深深的安全感。小红，谢谢你带我走到自由奔驰的世界。请你继续当我最好的朋友 :')

不愿再被思念锁在不得自主的思绪

告诉我，我接受

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Peace.Love.Smile.

Last updated: Sunday, January 15, 2012; 1:14 PM

Hello World (:
Lots of things to update but Im quite lazy to type haha!

I hate Form4 life much & much. Need to learn lots of new things. Ergh :/ Busy school life. Last Friday is Hari Gerko. I was on duty for LM. We have to walk around the school and ask people to join our club. When we close to them, they was like Errrr NO-NO-NO and giving a damn face. Damn fed up :( Especially those Form1, keep run away from us. I wonder we're quite horrible seriously? LOLS ! Our target is 10 people, but I just only find 5 people, how fail. :/ Finally know the feeling which keep let people ignore or reject.

I missed the first BOMBA ACTIVITY of 2012 because I slept over the time & I woke up because of Ernn's text when 7.30, It's the time which activity start ! How wish somebody can hold my head and bang it to the wall hardly. Heard that it was quite fun but tired. Sad ttm max that cant have fun. Fine then. I knew that I was so FAIL. Mum asked me to help her again, But in the hald way, I went to take a nap immediately :X Sorry mum ## !

Mr.AddMath, can you dont so hard to let people understand you? I cant even close to you because you're too strange to me :'( And what I want to say is >> I MISS 3B2 so much & much :O ! Although my new class quite not bad, but those boys is like Errrr... dont know how to describe :S

These day... One Word to describe. SUCKS :X ! Start from the day, I shouldn't expect anything. So I wouldn't bother anymore. If you want come to me, then SMILE. If not, I wont say anything too (: What ChieErnn said to me last time, it's so useful to me. Helped me lots on these sucks feeling. THANKS Ernn (: ! Get a better life without a expect mind :D!

Go ahead with HOMEWORKS Jiasing! :D

*lazy mode*

Dont act nice to me (:

I will thought It's a truth.

I didn't choose to look back

Because I knew there's lots of story which you created .

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Part of my heart is your words.

Last updated: Sunday, January 08, 2012; 2:53 PM

HELLO PEEPS !

Start busy on bloody school's stuff.
Back from Midvalley w/ my love one, ShinYie ;D ! Bought those stuff which I want. Can't wait for Chinese New Year ;O ! ANG-PAWWWW. Kampug & Cousins. Damn miss those laughing moments w/ them, but everyone is busy on own colloge or school. Especially those HomeworkSSS. Hope we can hang out asap ;D !

Back to normal life. Nothing special, Friendsss Studiesss Bookssss Homeworkssss Naggingsss. Just that's my life :/ I can sit in the class silently and to listen teacher's teaching. But I beg you teacher, please dont asked us prepare for HOMEWORKS. I damn lazy to sit in the room and keep doing it. I prefer used the time to EMO/ThinkTooMuch. But not for HOMEWORKS ## ! Fine then.

Dear mind,
Can you dont so stubborn anymore? Im freaking tired on think too much. Can you don't disturb my life? Because of you, dear mind. I cant even concentrate on anything. Just leave me alone here. I beg you seriously. I can't even release my feeling with tears. Just like something stuck in the hole and you can't even get it out. PLEASE !

Had alot of FUN w/ my bro's Alienware

I got you

But not your truly heart.

CountDown 14 (:

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Stars light up my dark sky.

Last updated: Wednesday, January 04, 2012; 7:37 PM

HEY-CHA PEOPLE ;) !

School reopen today. Imma Form4 student now. Need to learn lots of new things; Teachers start giving homewrok; Have to face new classmates; Gonna start busy on Tuition Class. *tired* Oh my god :O Mr.Micheal cheer us up with his freakin funny jokes ! :D But I hate his noisy loud voice seriously. :/ !

I miss Form3's life so much & much :'( I miss those bunch of monkeys who can always make people laugh & happy. They're 3B2'ians. They're so awesome to me. How wish I can still same class with them but it just will in my dream :'(

Jiasing,
Please rmb what you promised to Papa & Mama, especially yrself ! You have to study harder this year no matter what. You cant be lazy anymore! Wake up in the dream and ACTION! PLEASE & PLEASE ! :O And you cant think too much anymore. You get what you want and you shouldn't so selfish kay ! Stop thinking about those Question Mark(S). I beg you ! :'(

How wish you were here

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Time doesn't wait for people.

Last updated: Sunday, January 01, 2012; 6:31 PM

Hello Poeple (:

Happy 2012 New Year everyone ;)

I spent my countdown moment w/ my bunch of sakai cousins ;D First year, spent w/ them because of my uncle MEMORABLE wedding. We went to Ipoh for wedding dinner. Had a lots of fun(s). We cant control our laugh-ness since we stay together. We can just laugh and have fun without any reason. I love them so much. We created a group which named 贪吃组. Because we keep eating when we stay together HAHA ! Funny group ;)

Going to reopen school :'( I dont want to study at the class which I get. I hate it so much seriously. I wonder when my bad luck will stop following me :/ Everything so worst to me these days. Aiks :X

Hope everyone here have a happy 2012 year ;D

How wish everything is getting FINE!

ps: Mr.Mind, please stop think too much.

Study hard this year

Nothing much need you to worry.